Life

So my life just seems to keep getting worse. I owe way too much money to too many people and I don't know what I am going to do to get out of it. I applied to AmeriDebt to see if they can help me out. My credit score is around 500 now because of my stupidity in thinking I was helping someone out. Turns out, "Big A" is just that, a big a**. But I am trying to rise above this. I need to rise above this. I am about four months pregnant and cannot have this kind of stress in my life. Michael has been so good about all of this. He accepts the mistakes I have made in the past and is going to try and help me dig out of them. He told me that my problems are his problems. I couldn't be luckier. I just wish I didn't need his help to fix my screwed up life. So as of today, I will try to stop worrying about everything and just take it one day at a time. That's all anyone can do right? I don't have anyone to ask for help either. My mother already thinks I am a complete failure, and she has bailed me out way to many times before. I still will never be able to repay her for all she has done for me. But i suppose that's what mothers are for. I just hope that someday I will be able to help my children as much as she has helped me.