Well I tried to explain to my mother that I am engaged and currently planning a wedding. it didn't work that way though. When I told her about everything that has been going on with Aaron, she told me that I should have expected it; apparently because I found someone new, he had a right to treat me badly and make me feel unsafe in my own home.

So, that's it. I am engaged! I know it's crazy and seemingly sudden. It just feels right. And while he may not be a doctor (sorry, Mom), he's more than good enough for me. And while she is certain to worry about me, my mother will have less to worry about with this relationship than with the last one.

After I left David's, I stopped at the park and walked almost 3 miles. If I can't get a different size dress, then I am determined to fit back into the one I have!